Valentines Day is coming up. I’m kinda excited cuz, as you all know, I’m a holidayassvirginass. BUTTTTT this year is different cuz I have Alasdair aka Ali aka Alasderp. Only problem is he lives in another galaxy and we’re obviously not going to be together then. I don’t mind it at all really, I mean I do.. but what can I do about it at this point in time, ya know? But that’s besides the point.

I’ve never really been a Valentines Day person and the ex boyfriend of 4 years I had long ago pretty much broke up with me around this time so I never really got to enjoy the Valentines day hype hahaha.

But like I said, this year is definitely different. Not that I’m expecting a single thing from Derp, but I am sending him gross cute V-Day things that make me wanna barf but at the same time makes me happy because I want to spoil him since I can’t be there with him. Actually.. I want to spoil him all the time whether he’s here or not. How manly of me *flex.* Actually it makes me sick thinking about it. Ever meet someone who makes you do what you would normally consider stupid cheesy things… then you LIKE IT?! LOL. You guys honestly have no idea how this relationship is changing my perspective on things. :3 <3